Had a mini panic attack when I first took ecstacy afew weeks ago, should I take it again

Took ecstacy for the first time a few weeks ago, I kind of underestimated it's effects and had to go outside and calm myself down, was shaking, weak in the legs, felt a bit sh*t, can only be described as a panic attack but it only lasted for 30 mins then after that I just felt amazing, went back in and raved for hours, I want to feel that again cos it's the best feeling i've ever had but obviously I'm slightly worried that I'll feel like sh*t again and have a panic attack like I did at the start of the first time I took it.
Is there a massive risk of it happening again or was it kind of a normalish thing to happen the first time you take it and rare for it to happen again? Don't leave answers going drugs are bad, don't take drugs blah blah cos that doesn't answer my question.

Thank you :)

People don't normally have panic attacks. Having a panic attack is a thing that occurs for you. I had taken the above mentioned stuff for and I didn't even notice it having an effect at all until a few hours later and it was a the world and everyone in it is great feeling not any other kind of feeling. Anyway after that one experience it seems I have no good memory skills I forget all the time even stuff I talked about 5 mins ago so I would stay away from it

I am sorry but you shouldn't react to Ecstacy like that. You shouldn't have those effects at all. I am sorry to say but you could have a serious hearth disease. Often patients will suffer small strokes and also feel like they are extremely weak, confused, feel dizziness. I recommend you to seek a doctor soon as possible for help. This reaction to the drug indicated that your hearth could fail at any rate soon.

Well it is obvious all drugs have effects. Some of the effects depend on someone's body. I'd say not to take it again if you don't want to ruin your health/body. There is more than one way to have a good time then messing with your body but it is your option.